Look at me, what do your eyes perceive?
Do they contort with bitter anger,
Do they turn away in despite when they glance upon me?
What ever you thought me to be
flushed away right before you as your eyes witness in disbelief!
You think I act, I plot and scheme -
That i plan to achieve an ulterior end which might please me?
I bleed my self to death every day,
pleasing you - pleasing me , I bleed my self either way!
its not that you disgust me, its that I disgust myself! ...
I know not what I do, or why I choose to do them-
But it will all be OK someday...
Someday i know you'll have a beautiful life and be the sun in someone elses sky;
But why ,why cant it be mine!
Do they contort with bitter anger,
Do they turn away in despite when they glance upon me?
What ever you thought me to be
flushed away right before you as your eyes witness in disbelief!
You think I act, I plot and scheme -
That i plan to achieve an ulterior end which might please me?
I bleed my self to death every day,
pleasing you - pleasing me , I bleed my self either way!
its not that you disgust me, its that I disgust myself! ...
I know not what I do, or why I choose to do them-
But it will all be OK someday...
Someday i know you'll have a beautiful life and be the sun in someone elses sky;
But why ,why cant it be mine!
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